Sometimes my assurance needs reassuring.
I reckon I speak for the majority of Christians when I admit that, at times, it’s hard for me to believe I’m saved because I repeatedly fail to meet the standards Jesus set for His followers. He said, “If you love me, you’ll obey my commandments“ (John 14:15). The first part isn’t the problem. I sincerely love and adore my Savior. It’s the second half that haunts my conscience. I let Him down by disobeying His commandments too often.
R.C. Sproul wrote, “Assurance can be easily disrupted and rudely shaken. It can be intermittent. It’s particularly vulnerable to sin… We’re faced daily with manifold temptations, some of them grievous in nature and intensity, and we all too often succumb to them. Sin is the great enemy of assurance. When we commit it, we ask ourselves, ‘How can a true Christian do such things?'”
Yet the Bible implies the Reformers’ creed of “once saved, always saved” is true. “Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption“ (Ephesians 4:30). That’s just one of many reassuring passages for sinners like me to bank on.
The Westminster Confession of Faith declares: “Hypocrites and other unregenerate men may vainly deceive themselves with false hopes and carnal presumptions of being in the favor of God… Yet such as truly believe in the Lord Jesus, and love Him in sincerity, endeavoring to walk in good conscience before Him, may, in this life, be certainly assured that they’re in the state of grace, and may rejoice in the hope of the glory of God…”
How do we accurately gauge our affection for Jesus? Ian Hamilton commented, “The depth of our love for the Savior is in direct proportion to the depth of our experience of and appreciation for His forgiving grace.”
The trouble is, we live in a fallen world hellbent on crushing hope. That’s why Christians must stay focused on God’s Word. There we find other God-fearing people who harbored doubts like King David who sang to God, “Your lovingkindness is before my eyes“ (Psalm 26:3), then later cried, “Lord, where are your former lovingkindnesses?“ (89:49). Thus, doubt’s nothing new.
The confession I cited includes the word presumption. How can we distinguish between what’s assurance and what’s merely “wishful thinking”? Again, the Scriptures clarify. Producing good spiritual fruit and exhibiting a humble demeanor is evidence of our salvation. “The effect of righteousness will be quietness and assurance forever“ (Isaiah 32:17).
Thomas Watson wrote, “The more love a Christian receives from God, the more he sees himself a debtor to free grace, and the sense of his debt keeps his heart humble; but presumption is bred of pride. He who presumes disdains; he thinks himself better than others.”
Nevertheless, it’s hard for me to fathom why a perfectly holy God would love, much less adopt, a remarkably unholy sinner like me. The Bible teaches the key to obtaining assurance is what so many of us lack – patience. “The one who maintains his faith will not panic“ (Isaiah 28:16). Can I, who for decades was guilty of withholding my love from God, not wait patiently for His blessed assurance?
The worst presumption a believer can make is that God has broken His promise and disowned them. David confessed to God, “I jumped to conclusions and said, ‘I’m cut off from your presence!’ But you heard my plea for mercy when I cried out to you for help“ (Psalm 31:22). Watson wrote, “If we pour out our sighs to heaven, God will hear every groan; and though He doesn’t show us His face, He will lend us His ear.”
God gave every Christian the gift of faith. He never takes it back.
Calvin wrote, “Though we’re distracted by various thoughts, it doesn’t follow that we’re immediately divested of faith. Though we’re agitated and carried to and fro by distrust, we’re not immediately plunged into the abyss; though we’re shaken, we’re not therefore driven from our place. The invariable issue of the contest is, that faith in the long run surmounts the difficulties by which it was beset and seemed to be endangered.”
Some Christians think it’s possible for a person to get genuinely saved and then, due to committing a particularly egregious or horrific sin, they not only forfeit their salvation but are abandoned with no possibility of redemption. In other words, God’s choosing them before time began came with conditions. Nonsense. Remember, the father welcomed his filthy prodigal son back home.
Reformers have another saying: “If we have it, we never lose it. If we lose it, we never had it.” About backsliding prodigals Spurgeon preached, “He’d been once saved, yet it’s supposed that he’s lost. How then can he now be saved? Is there a supplementary salvation? Is there something that will overtop Christ and be a Christ where Jesus is defeated?” Of course not.
Conversely, be aware of the danger in becoming overly assured. It can lead to presumption and being less wary of our sinful nature. We can never allow ourselves to cease being humbled by God’s incalculable mercy and forgiveness that sent His Son to the cross for our sake. When we sin, we must always repent. Immediately.
Christians should be immensely thankful for the assurances of eternal life God provides. How can we not feel gratitude for being rescued from the punishment our sins deserve? How can we not join with David in obeying the Holy Spirit’s instructions to “Love the LORD, all you faithful followers of His!“ (Psalm 31:23).
Sproul wrote, “The certainty of our assurance rests on an infallible basis. This basis isn’t our infallibility, but that of the One who grants it… Together the promises of God, the internal testimony of the Holy Spirit, the earnest of the Spirit, and the sealing of the Spirit comprise a solid ground for the believer’s full assurance of salvation.” I must not only bear God’s promises in mind but depend on them 24/7.